Loopy Day
Okay Im thinking about something right now...
I want a guy best friend. Okay..good friend. Alright! Anything BUT boyfriend..just as long as he's a guy (gay or whatever..), Im happy. It will be sweet.
Why this sudden interest? Well...it's kinda cool coz you get different set of opinions unless he's full of himself. Then, there is seriously no strings attached to each other so you can totally hang out with no clause in between. And you can talk shit with each other too whether in broad daylight on the phone or deep into the night. No..phone sex is not part of the act. I think it's just diversity...like you have girlfriends on one side and guy friends on the other. Cool right?
Alas, no such thingey for me. Dear GOd, I dont ask for much. Fine if You want to take your time pairing me up with a decent..uhm..preferably Chinese guy or making me fall deep in love with at least one person that is not a celebrity. But cant I have a guy best friend? And no D..doesnt count.
Well, it's okay. As if my social life is that great anyway since I hardly socialise. But it's okay. I need to work on myself first. Im getting lazier and lazier by the hour and nobody likes a lazy friend right..whether it's a girl or a guy. Haiz...okay okay..once I have pretty much become a little bit financially stable (sometime next week I hope) and quit sitting down and worrying over the lack of it and regain interest back in my hobbies without my thoughts being clouded over...I'll do some self improvements. For now there are some things that I need to plan and settle so...my social life..or more specifically, future guy friends? They can wait. (drats....)
Anyway, Mariah is right. Yishun? Freaking confusing. What's up with these loopy loopy roads man? Can you believe I took this one bus with a colleague and we thought the bus would bring us straight to our destination in about six stops. But my colleague who studied the bus guide (well....I studied too the other night but was too distracted to know something was amiss jz now) kinda figured out we were on the wrong route. I was like..cant be what..and then I remembered. Shit! This bus had two directions depending on which avenue you're going! And being the smarty pants that we were..we forgot to check out the berth properly first like which avenue it was for and ran right after we saw the bus number. Big. Mistake. It made one big loop..but on the OTHER side of Yishun...and we went straight back into the interchange after the loop was made.
So okay it was supposed to be the next berth which was blocked by the shop at the interchange. My colleague had this thought like what if it was the same bus driver and same bus only different route? I said Im SO not taking! It was freaking embarassing already!!
And then she laughed..I was like..what? Oh my gawd! The bus that came in less than five minutes later? Same uncle and same bus! We were like laughing and laughing and I was hysterical man! I went 'no! im not taking! im not taking!!' but then okay..we took it in the end and we almost sprinted straight right in the moment we tapped the cards..haha...while avoiding eye contact with the driver.
So we thought that it would be the end of our loopy destination. But NOoOOooo........during lunch time after finding that there was not one single coffee shop around the area we went to, had no choice but to take a bus down to the central. And by golly...we took a bus and that bus made a loopy turn too! We were like..oookkaaaaay....that bus stop looked strangely familiar.....right after it U turned after several stops later and we found out we made one big round and passed by the bus stop that we had waited for the bus. Plus after walking for almost half an hour....from the bus stop that we were? Less than five minutes we then saw this mini central area with shops and food courts including McDonalds in the bus. Aaaaahh!!!!! We made so many mistakes..like what the hell?!! Oh, the weather didnt help. It was freaking hot. And during our loopy journey, we saw the schools that we would be going the next two days. Okay at least we wont get lost like just now since we saw the other schools BUT the school we were supposed to go for the screening today until much later.
And to make matters worse, I saw my ex driver from our department..my number one enemy. He was alone at some dingy looking coffee shop and I was pointing him out to my colleague and she was like going 'where? where?' After some distance away, I was telling her that was the ex driver I was talking about..the one I hated coz he bullied me several times. You know what she thought? She thought I was trying to point out some guy for her to make up her mind if he's hot or what and when she saw him, she was like..'huh...You call THAT hot?! HE's too skinny!' I said 'no! Im not talking about that! I was telling you that is the guy I badmouthed about last Monday..our ex driver!!!' Talk about miscommunication. She said 'Oh!....Anyway I thought you're talking about some other guy. By the way, he's just like dennis.'
She meant that he was just as young as D but I said okay..they're about the same age (they were just a year apart) but he's not like D. He's quite nasty not just to me but to the others too. D can be annoying but still friendly in overall but this guy is totally off the hook like seriously have issues kind. So freaking arrogant. He does have nice looking eyes with girlish long eyelashes...but still...freaking arrogant. So forget about the eyes.
Plus, the way he ate just now? So dainty like a girl..bwahahaha...Im so mean.
Talk about D...yes I know I shouldnt be talking about him anymore (starting next wk actually, let you know why much later)...but, okay totally redundant information. And useless. He called me on my personal phone just now even though I carry two phones with one for official use..the one I use to call him. So anyway whatever it is...still as annoying as ever 'pushing' me to wrap up soon so he can rest and insisted on coming at the time he stated which was way early and not the time I said.
Okay here comes the redundant info. He called me and said my name as 'Ayu'..eurgh. All this while he called me by my full name which is Rahayu..a mouthful I know but who cares. I guess he heard my colleagues especially my cluster mates calling me that even though it had been for the longest time already. I guess all this while he a bit the deaf lah. I have lived with the fact that Im being called that name and even addressed myself as Rahayu even though they know me more as that..er..shortened version...when I call them or when I message them.
I dunnolah..Im not against that name coz it's still my name after all whether or not I like it. But I guess the 'sweetness' of the name is a bit overbearing for me. And now, I have to add one more person to the list of people who call me by that name so have to practise not cringing when being called as that. But for D....I guess there's not much practising to be done. Why? Again, let you know later. Why like that? Coz D the bugger has not confirmed it yet.
Haiz...gotta sleep and wake up for work tomorrow. Plus not to make the same mistake as just now..haha..loopy bus ride..hahaha...
I want a guy best friend. Okay..good friend. Alright! Anything BUT boyfriend..just as long as he's a guy (gay or whatever..), Im happy. It will be sweet.
Why this sudden interest? Well...it's kinda cool coz you get different set of opinions unless he's full of himself. Then, there is seriously no strings attached to each other so you can totally hang out with no clause in between. And you can talk shit with each other too whether in broad daylight on the phone or deep into the night. No..phone sex is not part of the act. I think it's just diversity...like you have girlfriends on one side and guy friends on the other. Cool right?
Alas, no such thingey for me. Dear GOd, I dont ask for much. Fine if You want to take your time pairing me up with a decent..uhm..preferably Chinese guy or making me fall deep in love with at least one person that is not a celebrity. But cant I have a guy best friend? And no D..doesnt count.
Well, it's okay. As if my social life is that great anyway since I hardly socialise. But it's okay. I need to work on myself first. Im getting lazier and lazier by the hour and nobody likes a lazy friend right..whether it's a girl or a guy. Haiz...okay okay..once I have pretty much become a little bit financially stable (sometime next week I hope) and quit sitting down and worrying over the lack of it and regain interest back in my hobbies without my thoughts being clouded over...I'll do some self improvements. For now there are some things that I need to plan and settle so...my social life..or more specifically, future guy friends? They can wait. (drats....)
Anyway, Mariah is right. Yishun? Freaking confusing. What's up with these loopy loopy roads man? Can you believe I took this one bus with a colleague and we thought the bus would bring us straight to our destination in about six stops. But my colleague who studied the bus guide (well....I studied too the other night but was too distracted to know something was amiss jz now) kinda figured out we were on the wrong route. I was like..cant be what..and then I remembered. Shit! This bus had two directions depending on which avenue you're going! And being the smarty pants that we were..we forgot to check out the berth properly first like which avenue it was for and ran right after we saw the bus number. Big. Mistake. It made one big loop..but on the OTHER side of Yishun...and we went straight back into the interchange after the loop was made.
So okay it was supposed to be the next berth which was blocked by the shop at the interchange. My colleague had this thought like what if it was the same bus driver and same bus only different route? I said Im SO not taking! It was freaking embarassing already!!
And then she laughed..I was like..what? Oh my gawd! The bus that came in less than five minutes later? Same uncle and same bus! We were like laughing and laughing and I was hysterical man! I went 'no! im not taking! im not taking!!' but then okay..we took it in the end and we almost sprinted straight right in the moment we tapped the cards..haha...while avoiding eye contact with the driver.
So we thought that it would be the end of our loopy destination. But NOoOOooo........during lunch time after finding that there was not one single coffee shop around the area we went to, had no choice but to take a bus down to the central. And by golly...we took a bus and that bus made a loopy turn too! We were like..oookkaaaaay....that bus stop looked strangely familiar.....right after it U turned after several stops later and we found out we made one big round and passed by the bus stop that we had waited for the bus. Plus after walking for almost half an hour....from the bus stop that we were? Less than five minutes we then saw this mini central area with shops and food courts including McDonalds in the bus. Aaaaahh!!!!! We made so many mistakes..like what the hell?!! Oh, the weather didnt help. It was freaking hot. And during our loopy journey, we saw the schools that we would be going the next two days. Okay at least we wont get lost like just now since we saw the other schools BUT the school we were supposed to go for the screening today until much later.
And to make matters worse, I saw my ex driver from our department..my number one enemy. He was alone at some dingy looking coffee shop and I was pointing him out to my colleague and she was like going 'where? where?' After some distance away, I was telling her that was the ex driver I was talking about..the one I hated coz he bullied me several times. You know what she thought? She thought I was trying to point out some guy for her to make up her mind if he's hot or what and when she saw him, she was like..'huh...You call THAT hot?! HE's too skinny!' I said 'no! Im not talking about that! I was telling you that is the guy I badmouthed about last Monday..our ex driver!!!' Talk about miscommunication. She said 'Oh!....Anyway I thought you're talking about some other guy. By the way, he's just like dennis.'
She meant that he was just as young as D but I said okay..they're about the same age (they were just a year apart) but he's not like D. He's quite nasty not just to me but to the others too. D can be annoying but still friendly in overall but this guy is totally off the hook like seriously have issues kind. So freaking arrogant. He does have nice looking eyes with girlish long eyelashes...but still...freaking arrogant. So forget about the eyes.
Plus, the way he ate just now? So dainty like a girl..bwahahaha...Im so mean.
Talk about D...yes I know I shouldnt be talking about him anymore (starting next wk actually, let you know why much later)...but, okay totally redundant information. And useless. He called me on my personal phone just now even though I carry two phones with one for official use..the one I use to call him. So anyway whatever it is...still as annoying as ever 'pushing' me to wrap up soon so he can rest and insisted on coming at the time he stated which was way early and not the time I said.
Okay here comes the redundant info. He called me and said my name as 'Ayu'..eurgh. All this while he called me by my full name which is Rahayu..a mouthful I know but who cares. I guess he heard my colleagues especially my cluster mates calling me that even though it had been for the longest time already. I guess all this while he a bit the deaf lah. I have lived with the fact that Im being called that name and even addressed myself as Rahayu even though they know me more as that..er..shortened version...when I call them or when I message them.
I dunnolah..Im not against that name coz it's still my name after all whether or not I like it. But I guess the 'sweetness' of the name is a bit overbearing for me. And now, I have to add one more person to the list of people who call me by that name so have to practise not cringing when being called as that. But for D....I guess there's not much practising to be done. Why? Again, let you know later. Why like that? Coz D the bugger has not confirmed it yet.
Haiz...gotta sleep and wake up for work tomorrow. Plus not to make the same mistake as just now..haha..loopy bus ride..hahaha...
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