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Me Blind..yet Beautiful

I LOVE MY FEET!

Okay..not maybe lurve......as in u know, lurve...............I mean, basically, since my feet haven't been givin' me the itch and scratch problems anymore (as long as I stick to the same shower foam..heh..), and they don't look all yucky with severe discolourations and unsightly burnt dark and red marks..Oh, so in lurve with them..that I might have a feet fetish, ha! And no longer do I have that unsightly markings of this pair of sandals that I wear, every single day..even on weekends and on every day of work. Now that my feet look nicer a bit, I can afford to rebuild back my shoe collection. And soon enough, I'd say 'hello!' to shorter skirts without traumatized by people staring at my ghastly scars! Ahh..yesssssssss...blissful life indeed.


But hell..now my eyes are giving me problems. I want my new glasses, pronto! I have been traumatised enough, not just by my blank stupiDo face whenever i pass by mirrors in the mall. Right now, my eyes are suf…

I.T. Geek at Work!

hello...

gosh, contact lens can do the weirdest thing to you...like for instance me fugly...damn fugly..as if i am not already......fugbeautiful..heh. I have this totally weird look on my face..that begs to be criticised by some passer-bys..When can i have my decent pair of specs?! It was so bad...that the sales person in the optical shop was kinda looking at me...I dunno what the heck he was looking at. Was it my dressing? My hair? The fact that I am quite blind and still walking around in the shop like I had some perfect vision...puzzled him? I dunno...who cares, coz u know why...I CANT SEE HIS EXPRESSION! Dammit..


but u know what? contact lens..they're amazing stuffs...at least, for other people lah, not me. It's like they have this ability to fit ur corneas (they're the coloured part of ur eyes lah in case u don't know..) and then let u think u do have perfect vision. Plus, they're virtually impossible to detect, unless upon closer inspection if their corneas are…

New SPecs on the Way!

hrm...how is it people can wear contact lens on a daily basis unlike moi? When I trrryyyyyyy to wear lens, it's like as if I'm exposing my naked face to the whole world..and it's not a very good thing. I feel like my eyes are not proportionate to my broad face, except for the eyebrows, nose and mouth. My eyes feel so insignificant...k, I was just being paranoid as I wear specs all the time, which to me, not onlie help me see the world, but also hide my imperfections, which is the mind boggling 'disproportionate to the whole face' eyes..


besides, I also wonder how people can even afford the luxury of time, trying to disinfect the lens, then trying to insert them into their eyes..right onto their corneas. Gosh, to me that's simply inserting a foreign object. I guess the fact that my eyes are not relaxed whenever I have to wear lens, for some occasions, that I tend to tear and at times, it can be a bit 'burning'. But it won't last that long...I just hav…

Me not Love Sick

hello!

"what a lovely day, I say? when the gush of wind blows ur hair..and u think about *breathe* the last nite's sexual escapade with the scholar from down under who onlie speaks furby language..*breathe!*....oh what a lovely day, I say."


sorrie..got lost in the world of poetry..which incidentally doesn't sound like poetry at all. anyway, wanna say what a sucky two months it has been. Yes..sucky..as in suck eggs? SUckY. And to think it's supposed to be MY biRtdae month last...er..month! And tot that hey..maybe october will be an exception..but no................it proves to be the same. A lot the same. NOw what? Wait for november and see how things are gonna turn out instead? Yeowch.


okay...maybe there are better things to come...i'll never know for sure. Like when I had just turned 18, and had the worst moments of my life in that month and the following one month later. And guess what..a few months after that..right almost till I was about to turn 18 again..(…

Super Duper Love

hey...

have you ever heard of the popular phrase..'so near yet so far'...ironic isnt, it? haiz...i guess it can also describe something that I am feeling right now. And also have you ever felt like you just want to get close to someone..like the opposite sex..but...it's just so hard not because he or she is playing hard to get..jz that you don't know whether you are prepared to go beyond being just acquaintances to friends...and more than that don't say yet lah..even though we're like...ahem..wishin. Just that...the first step is hard already..and taking the second step is harder. Either that or you don't know if the person is able to accept you..especially if they can 'sense' you have expressed some interest in him or her.


I mean..sometimes I think am I that unfortunate in love or what? Is it because I don't believe in myself that it sort of rub it in a bit..by making me think I am not worth anyone's care and attention? I know it sounds like …

Imaginary Guy Fren

Hello..there!

what's up world?! Anyway, when I was back in the office, and saw the heaploads of things in my blog..was thinking...gawd...I wrote so much! And unbelievably, one post..uhm...I guess it's deserving to be lauded as an official storyline. Anyway, I guess now that I have started working..uhm..for at least this week and the upcoming monday..before I am so much in my holiday mood..haha..I guess, my writings will be drastically reduced. You know what...it is so cool that me, being a mostly introvert person, chanced upon this blog or my previous journal to embark on a journey of being long-winded..haha...And also...because this current blog is not being circulated among my friends, I have this little less guilty feelings as i know I won't have the tendency to hurt someone I know who is close to me. But of coz lah I am not going go into a full battle mode lambasting every single person who didn't quite make my day. That!...is not me...


GOsh, where do I even begin, s…

Pretty Face!

Hey! I wanna share u some beauty tips..miraculously coming from me..who have little technical know hows..compared to my I.T. knowledge...haha..


If u're like me...who have an oily or imbalanced complexion and sometimes, u get pimples too easily and a dull complexion, I am gonna ask u to do one drastic thing. Try to go without foundation, cream or powder, loose powder...or anything else to cover ur face...to work. Yeah, I know..drastic right? haha....it's like ur showing every single flaw on ur face... Anyway, if u feel naked without it, use baby powder on top of ur moisturiser but not too much as baby powder tends to be white..which absolutely don't match ur skin so use sparingly. Then for touch ups, bring a small bottle of the powder and keep it handy in ur bag. Train urself to be bare face...


Before u label me as crazy or what....and point finger at me saying 'u can lah! i cannot!'..haha..this is for a good cause. Like in a hot weather like Singapore, our skin is ea…

Sigh..end of holidays

Hullo!

so......................what's happening?! haha..okay, I kinda lost the trail of my thoughts for awhile there...and now i remembered. Oh by the way, did u read my previous post on getting a *whistling*....FrEE ringtone obtained from local website. And guess wat? I went to yet another local website...and I tot this was gonna be a tough cookie but still, I sorta looked through any available loopholes..and I found it. So, u can disable the right-click but u can't disable me! bwahaha....!!!! okaylah, as victorious as I sounded, I so far onlie downloaded one song to my system...pfftt..............still can't get by my strong critical taste for music. For my handphone at least..haha..


by the way....today is officially the last day for me to be on leave..oh boo hoo!! And as much as I have prepared to do some work for some dumb ol' project and also, my yearly assessment...I..ahem...haven't got done to it yet! Infact, I onlie remembered like barely hours ago onlie..hah…

New Free Rip-off Ringtone!

Alrite!
I am so incorrigible or something....haha....i ripped off a paid ringtone sound file off some local website (can't disclose the name) without paying the $2.50 and some airtime charges (u know when u download from the Web via ur fon)...And it all started with the website's own player which was having some technical flaw. Like u know when u want to listen to a preview of the ringtone, and then it would auto play on their embedded music player. It was having some prob and I was not able to play the .wav file but I managed to do something about it and then let it play on my pc's windows media player instead.




Okay..okay..I still paid the airtime charges which proved fruitless anyway coz in the end, it said that I am not some paid subscriber or something although i tot I am...infact, this website has so many log in problems..I don't even know where to begin! See...that's what happen if u have so many log in pages...and even though they sorta synchronise into one l…

Old and New

hello!

I know I wrote a lot of things these past few days..and it's funnie that within these days too, I did not play the Sims 2. Now that is baffling. I guess the journal keeps me in check..although I had been talking particularly about a certain movie that was extraodinary in its own way. And it talked about the kind of romance..that I like as it just shows that 'you like who you like'...going beyond the skin colour..status...and wat have u..giving romanticsm a good name. And when I think about Sims 2 like analysing myself on why haven't I been playing, I felt that maybe once in awhile, I should get out of this virtual world. Anyway, I love both...writing and playing the game. Perhaps when my leave ends on Monday, and the following day I go back to work, I might need to play this game again once my 'cloud 9' days are numbered..hahaaha....


you know from the time I started work, right up till now, I was quite clueless over my fashion sense. It was like after I ru…

Lesson in Life

haha..bloody funnie!

http://www.big-boys.com/articles/mimesong.html

k, there is nothing dirty about it but it's so damn spot on! should see the expression on the guy's face..oh my gawd..silent humour hasn't been so good.

Anyway, wanna say that I've got a litle confession to make lah. right..i promise u that this is my last post on romance because I think I got better things to talk about..haha.....K, my confession is that, I can be such a ditzy blonde..I believe I truly AM a ditzy blonde even though blonde is hardly my colour.

Know why? Because Rahayupopz or rahayuthepopular can be so.....rahayuthestupid. Twice a g cute guy hinted me that he was interested to get to know me...but guess what? twice i lost the stupid number. Know why again? Coz it didn't even occur to me that the number he gave me was meant for more than any administrative purpose. Fyi, it was a personal handphone number. He gave me twice because second time around, when he asked if I still had his numbe…

Beyond Social Barriers...

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hi...


we gals are just romantic at heart...and denial is one thing...actually experiencing one that touches one's heart..is another thing. Like Orked in the film Sepet, she wasn't ur typical romantic-movie loving girl but one who fancies the moralities behind the movies she liked such as 'honour among friends'..which later ironically, became the 'theme of the day'...when her boyfriend's good friend Keong was beaten up while he was left behind by them both. It led to a minor confrontation later at the hospital of which the 'honour among friends' issue was brought up when Keong had to face the gangsters, who later went after them, all alone.


But Jason convinced Keong that he had not forgotten about his friend's plight. When he showed true concern over Keong's worriness that his mother would be out of job having worked in the head gangster's favourite nightclub, who might face jail time if he reported the case, he still uphold his commitment …