In the Dumps

I am going to kill myself. I mean, seriously...take a rope, tight it over some high ceiling fan, grab a chair..and then..hang myself.

 

Okay im down with the flu bug...so thus, the 'i want to die moment'.

 

But not onlie that, Im going a bit crazy lately coz im surfing the net and during my 'google' moments, Im high on searching for models or hunks. Gawd..the perfect physiques.........

 

See what a boring work life does to you..

 

And then I also have these 'I want to look like a model' moment too. You know these long legs, tights abs, long limbs, perfect hair and the famous fierce look.

 

Im also thinking why am I not slim....why cant I be hot..why this..why that...

 

Haiz...................

 

I think my mood has gone down the dumps.