Why So Bothersome

Im being horrible. I feel like I am. No need to comfort me. OK I know you're thinking what is there to comfort. I should be scolded instead! My mum has a medical appointment this Friday but I don't want her to go. At least not this Friday. I don't want her to go to see the cancer specialist because it's just going to be one follow up after another and then she may also have to go for chemotherapy for her colon cancer. It's not at a critical stage now and they have removed the tumour but do you know the implications of chemotherapy? Apparently a lot! We will also incure a HUGE medical bill and my mum is also going to be very weak.

Chemotherapy is also a non guarantee that my mum's health will improve though it may lengthen her number of years.

This is all such a big headache for me. I know I blame myself because I could not afford my father's medical bills until he was hospitalised where he became so critically ill later. I don't know why I have to go through this dilemma again.

The only conclusion I can make of this is that I will not go for this time round but I will make a change of appointment to a much later date. No matter what, I still have to go but just give me time to think through this whole dilemma. If you were me, what will you do?

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