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wah, cant believe i gained back one kilo! have to admit it..it's hard to shed off weight especially if i'm not currently taking any pills or when i eat like a pig. I think the word pig..is simply the tip of the iceberg..ha! and the two weeks that i had flu...i didn't go gym for like that one and a half week..and on the day i had the flu...i was too weak to move fast enough..coz u know the faster u move, the faster u burn. but i felt like i was taking a stroll in the park..as i'm cycling and my arms at the same time (have no idea how to describe the machine..haha). Everytime i tried to move faster, i felt like i can't breathe..something like hyperventilating coz suddenly i lost the ability to breathe through my nose. So, yeah..got into the groove like last week..and it felt good. And to think that the gym has a damn accurate weighing machine can either sucks or make u jump for joy. Guess what is mine? it was totally sucky...! Just as i worked my ass off in the gym and managed to bring down to X4..and now am back to X5 and what totally sucks..is that the weight gain is gradual and everytime i step onto the weighing machine for the past few days..it has been nothing but weigh gain even for a mere 0.2! and the next day..it will be an additional 0.5..then the next is 0.2...argh!!!!! why is e world so cruel?!!!!!!!
and i am totally desperate. Should I say...VERY desperate. Time is running out fast and furious and I have yet to even lose a so-called pathetic 4 kilos!!!!!! And no..shedding this 4 kilos doesnt mean that i'll be totally slim..i'll still be err.....fat lah but then...that 4 kilos would round up the number nicely..heh. Why do I say desperate? I totally wanna lose that 4 kilos so badly tat i...i.....am willing to buy that 100 dollar plus X trim tablets coz after i read the pamphlet, seems like it's effective for a quick weight loss. And and...my bdae is like around 3 and a half weeks...and and....it will be a nice period to lose that 4 kg since the tablets do promise that it will shed a few kilos by then. No rahyu no!!!!!!!!! Dont be sucked into commercialised pills! dammit! sometimes i wonder if me having a flu..and then gaining 1 kg during this period coz since i don't go to the gym..and eating a lot sans exercise....has a lesson to be learnt somewhere..err..somehow? Whether okay...gaining one kilo simply means i'm bustier or can fill up blouse sexily. Hell no! for someone so desperate to lose that 4 kilos in a period of less than a month alreadi since THE bdae is approaching soon enough...1 kilo is like...me almost surrendering to defeat. Like..I give up.....i totally give up. All this workout at the gym boils down to nothing if i gain weight instead of losing it. I know u're thinking..big deal! its just 1 kg..yeah I KNOW it is just one kilo..but but....U have no idea the amount of 'torture' i put myself through forcing myself to jog and do step-xercise on some machine....dats something that i cannot imagine doing given my very lazy nature.
But..i just wanna, for once, people compliment me or sit up and take notice like hey....this gal looks like she got shed some weight! woW! I tell ya it has been a moral booster for me when people started to compliment me when after working at the gym for the first two months..people start to notice a bit of difference. I mean..i for once...people say i looked better with my weight loss. but it has been stagnant ever since! I simply 'lost my mind'....when after working out at the gym....and then taking a trip back to kovan mrt..i'll suddenly have the urge to eat. When previously i could hold it off by just drinking water..and then when i reach home..then i'll eat a bit of e dinner i bought for my family...for the past two weeks or so...i must eat something. Like snacks! However, now..after subsequently seeing my weight gain everytime i step onto the weighing machine...ever since last week..i am determined to go back to the original time where i'll fend off huge hunger urge whenever i came back home from a workout. I mean it totally won't make sense when i try so hard on the threadmill....onlie to lap everything back into my stomach content with senseless food just coz i'm???? hungry..........
Haiz..and now in my desperate bid to lose weight right before my bdae...i've contemplated on using commercial products. have yet to come to a conclusion ah..but yesterday i bought one product. It's more for toning up problem areas lah like your butt and hips and thigh..and i need to flatten my err..spare tyres ah. No..i'm not trying to compare and contrast with others..seriously..but i'm pretty tired of putting on a nice blouse onlie to have that thing stick out..and it can get unbearable if i have to hold my breath for long..just to suck them in. And the equipments in the gym are so limited...to tell you the truth...there is none for the tummy. I tot since this product has a huge discount...thinking narh..just for this monthly..no harm trying it out. And i have to say..its promise of a quick result is true..although for me..think my fat is so stubborn that it takes two attempts of 'rubbing' that thing in (bet u know what product im talking about now!)...for me to see the result. And the result? Good so far. I lost one inch off my waist..woohoo!
Alrite ah..for now i'm simply satisfied that i'm slowly trying to curb my appetite for in between snacks and that i have begun training on the treadmill all over again. Dont worrie..im not losing up hope. I don't try to look like some gawd damn celebrity...i merely wanna lose some weight and some inches without burning a hole in my pocket. wish me luck...as always!
wah, cant believe i gained back one kilo! have to admit it..it's hard to shed off weight especially if i'm not currently taking any pills or when i eat like a pig. I think the word pig..is simply the tip of the iceberg..ha! and the two weeks that i had flu...i didn't go gym for like that one and a half week..and on the day i had the flu...i was too weak to move fast enough..coz u know the faster u move, the faster u burn. but i felt like i was taking a stroll in the park..as i'm cycling and my arms at the same time (have no idea how to describe the machine..haha). Everytime i tried to move faster, i felt like i can't breathe..something like hyperventilating coz suddenly i lost the ability to breathe through my nose. So, yeah..got into the groove like last week..and it felt good. And to think that the gym has a damn accurate weighing machine can either sucks or make u jump for joy. Guess what is mine? it was totally sucky...! Just as i worked my ass off in the gym and managed to bring down to X4..and now am back to X5 and what totally sucks..is that the weight gain is gradual and everytime i step onto the weighing machine for the past few days..it has been nothing but weigh gain even for a mere 0.2! and the next day..it will be an additional 0.5..then the next is 0.2...argh!!!!! why is e world so cruel?!!!!!!!
and i am totally desperate. Should I say...VERY desperate. Time is running out fast and furious and I have yet to even lose a so-called pathetic 4 kilos!!!!!! And no..shedding this 4 kilos doesnt mean that i'll be totally slim..i'll still be err.....fat lah but then...that 4 kilos would round up the number nicely..heh. Why do I say desperate? I totally wanna lose that 4 kilos so badly tat i...i.....am willing to buy that 100 dollar plus X trim tablets coz after i read the pamphlet, seems like it's effective for a quick weight loss. And and...my bdae is like around 3 and a half weeks...and and....it will be a nice period to lose that 4 kg since the tablets do promise that it will shed a few kilos by then. No rahyu no!!!!!!!!! Dont be sucked into commercialised pills! dammit! sometimes i wonder if me having a flu..and then gaining 1 kg during this period coz since i don't go to the gym..and eating a lot sans exercise....has a lesson to be learnt somewhere..err..somehow? Whether okay...gaining one kilo simply means i'm bustier or can fill up blouse sexily. Hell no! for someone so desperate to lose that 4 kilos in a period of less than a month alreadi since THE bdae is approaching soon enough...1 kilo is like...me almost surrendering to defeat. Like..I give up.....i totally give up. All this workout at the gym boils down to nothing if i gain weight instead of losing it. I know u're thinking..big deal! its just 1 kg..yeah I KNOW it is just one kilo..but but....U have no idea the amount of 'torture' i put myself through forcing myself to jog and do step-xercise on some machine....dats something that i cannot imagine doing given my very lazy nature.
But..i just wanna, for once, people compliment me or sit up and take notice like hey....this gal looks like she got shed some weight! woW! I tell ya it has been a moral booster for me when people started to compliment me when after working at the gym for the first two months..people start to notice a bit of difference. I mean..i for once...people say i looked better with my weight loss. but it has been stagnant ever since! I simply 'lost my mind'....when after working out at the gym....and then taking a trip back to kovan mrt..i'll suddenly have the urge to eat. When previously i could hold it off by just drinking water..and then when i reach home..then i'll eat a bit of e dinner i bought for my family...for the past two weeks or so...i must eat something. Like snacks! However, now..after subsequently seeing my weight gain everytime i step onto the weighing machine...ever since last week..i am determined to go back to the original time where i'll fend off huge hunger urge whenever i came back home from a workout. I mean it totally won't make sense when i try so hard on the threadmill....onlie to lap everything back into my stomach content with senseless food just coz i'm???? hungry..........
Haiz..and now in my desperate bid to lose weight right before my bdae...i've contemplated on using commercial products. have yet to come to a conclusion ah..but yesterday i bought one product. It's more for toning up problem areas lah like your butt and hips and thigh..and i need to flatten my err..spare tyres ah. No..i'm not trying to compare and contrast with others..seriously..but i'm pretty tired of putting on a nice blouse onlie to have that thing stick out..and it can get unbearable if i have to hold my breath for long..just to suck them in. And the equipments in the gym are so limited...to tell you the truth...there is none for the tummy. I tot since this product has a huge discount...thinking narh..just for this monthly..no harm trying it out. And i have to say..its promise of a quick result is true..although for me..think my fat is so stubborn that it takes two attempts of 'rubbing' that thing in (bet u know what product im talking about now!)...for me to see the result. And the result? Good so far. I lost one inch off my waist..woohoo!
Alrite ah..for now i'm simply satisfied that i'm slowly trying to curb my appetite for in between snacks and that i have begun training on the treadmill all over again. Dont worrie..im not losing up hope. I don't try to look like some gawd damn celebrity...i merely wanna lose some weight and some inches without burning a hole in my pocket. wish me luck...as always!
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