"Living Each Single Day"

hi! do you ever wondered how much u can accomplish if u were to do this..or do that...in a matter of say, an hour? it's like there's just a hundred and one things on ur mind...and guess what? whenever u were just about to start on something....if u are suddenly becoming a perfectionist at the wrong time...then u think..'eh..think i should that one instead..' Then just as u started to embark on something else..then u think again...'haiyah..should have done the other one instead..'..Gawd...how indecisive can u be? Or rather..can i be? Trust me..myself having to complete a single task can take me for weeks...and yet..barely touched the surface. And onlie if there's something to jolt me out of my comfort seat...or give me a bloody short time...or a do or die situation...and i am amazed how miraculously it turned out to be. Fuwah.....i still couldn't believe I manage to produce a website in just a day after my fren suddenly messaged me she wanted to see the s...

Rite....so I didn't manage to get my manicure done because the minute i wrote about that mini review on the maid..no wait..i didn't...i merely gave the intro...ok wateva....i suddenly got scared if me cutting nails at around 10pm at nite is a no-no. Well...u know i got paranoid after watching the movie and even though some facts i know alreadi...like u dont go around stepping on the prayers things or disturb it..there's just a lot of these do's and don'ts that get u pondering..gee have i broken any of them?!! The last thing i want is the ability to see ghosts...especially during the hungry ghost festival....and even though i'm not chinese and i dont practise their religion....but when it comes to (taking a quick break..eh record breaker sey..the mcdonalds b'fast delivery actuallie come so fast today!) religious practises that involve the supernaturals, sometimes u have to be careful. EXTRA careful... I don't know about u all...but do u believe in ghosts?...

I watched The Maid...yupz...that local horror movie being screened now...and off all the times..during the hungry ghost festival. That is a festival of which the chinese believe that the gate of hell opens and let all the hungry ghosts out who will exact revenge on those people who have done harm to them. And so..at this time too...the people will appease them with food, money and chinese opera to keep them happy and at the same time...at bay....so that they won't disturb them. They also have their sets of rules that cannot be broken...of which, if any of them are broken...and u don't ask for forgiveness..this whole hungry ghost month...u will suffer from bad luck...and...and....................................have the ability to see ghosts. Yupz..actuallie u don't have to really watch the movie if u read the above commentaries..bwahahahaha...! Imagine..me...talking to you in a low...sexy...growl...voice. NO wait..that's not a gd idea. U will freak out the minute i say ...

yes..i know it sucked. like what's the big deal with that 1 kg weight gain?! To me...having to lose 0.5kg or half a kg is a big deal in itself and after having battling it out in the gym..onlie to be attacked by a massive flu attack that lasted for weeks....which therefore brings about the weight gain from stopping exercise suddenly.....it was definitely a big deal. A damn big deal. But.....I'm disappointed with myself right now not because i gained that extra bit of weight i took a long time to shed.....but disappointed at myself for not being able to handle it properly. I was desperate...I needed a quick solution coz i set myself this deadline that i'll lose 6kg by my bdae and even if i'm still as fat as ever..at least i do look like i lost weight. It's so hard sometimes seeing urself stick out like a sore thumb in a picture of ur friends looking their best....where else me..the first thing people would notice is how i stick out. A little bit of blend-in would hel...

hello!... wah, cant believe i gained back one kilo! have to admit it..it's hard to shed off weight especially if i'm not currently taking any pills or when i eat like a pig. I think the word pig..is simply the tip of the iceberg..ha! and the two weeks that i had flu...i didn't go gym for like that one and a half week..and on the day i had the flu...i was too weak to move fast enough..coz u know the faster u move, the faster u burn. but i felt like i was taking a stroll in the park..as i'm cycling and my arms at the same time (have no idea how to describe the machine..haha). Everytime i tried to move faster, i felt like i can't breathe..something like hyperventilating coz suddenly i lost the ability to breathe through my nose. So, yeah..got into the groove like last week..and it felt good. And to think that the gym has a damn accurate weighing machine can either sucks or make u jump for joy. Guess what is mine? it was totally sucky...! Just as i worked my ass off in ...

You know what...i Find it totally annoying when i simply remarked i'm so tired..coz i've been up since morning doing some stuffs lah..or working late at nite on something....to the person and tat person would like come in fast and furious..remarking 'i'm worse than you...this morning i ran here and there...' yadah yadah..trying to prove to you that hey, your day is not as bad as mine..as if trying to put a cap on it. And again..i encountered something like that with a friend of mine..of whom i have no idea what she was saying thru' out and then she ended up looking at me like in a totally smug look and saying 'top that..hrm?..top that...' Basically trying to say that i'm like having a minute reason to be tired and hungry....but not her. She tot she had all the reasons in the world to be more tired than me. And i wasn't even comparing to her in the first place...I was simply saying i was up the whole morning doing the site. gawd i find it so i an...

my mum has been pressurizing me to take driving courses..and err..........i dont think i'm up to it yet lah..haha..thats sheer laziness talkin' back at ya! yes rahayupopz who is way above the legal age to drive..cant drive for the lurve of humanity...hahahahaha...but i can imagine myself as such a dumbass if i were to drive..i'll be shit man..what do i do?! what do i do?! if i ever come across nasty drivers who just lurve to shake the ass of a female driver...bwahahaahaha...............alrite! shall learn lah...but first i want to thicken up my already thick skin so i can take the vulgarities and the nagging of driving instructors..i know there will be aplenty hurled at me..i can forsee that! plus being half a moron for not being able to hold my concentration for long...it's gonna be a long hard journey ahead. and i haven't even begun driving.. you know what? that's not even half of my worries! Just assuming i miraculously pass and could drive............I could...

mothers can be so rite...damn damn damn! esp my mum who has this tendency to 'fish' out those good friends..and those not so good friends..and it's not coz she doesn't like them or something. I know she's pretty fair and square (but she still won't admit her mistakes!) and she is willing to spend money on us esp buying us good food and stuff (like how often does ur mum treats u to swensons or pizzahut if she has that bit of extra cash?)..my mum does and usually during those moments i sorta forgot how she made me feel like i don't have a social life or something..khehkhehe.. but i don't quite like it if she's trying to 'control' me if i need to go out with a certain friend or what. i can't be telling them..'uhm sorrie, i can't go out with you today. my mum don't allow'...how primary school is that?! but yes..i still have to ask her if i can go out if my friends sorta ask if i am free or something in the upcoming saturday or...

hey..am back after going a quick trip to the vcd rental shop..yes, it's a cheapo thing. onlie cheapos know the true meaning of renting vcds..aniwae..! yes, so we sorta went to suntec with the intention of going to pizza hut. but later the gals tot..like rite now, they were carrying the cake from swenson's and yet they're going to pizzahut..so are they like totally allowing them to do tht? so...i guess the most logical thing is to go the swensons branch at suntec city and me and sherry..being engrossed in our conversations...we lost track of the gang. First we kept an eye on syafiq to keep track of where they were going and eventually we lost him too. So sherry resorted to calling them on the fon while me yakking on how i need to 'go'..heh..to the loo i mean! wah, the hot cocoa power sey.. then..upon finding out that they alreadi booked themselves a place at swensons..we caught up with them eventually. aznur was there alreadi and then min was like saying something to...

wow..taufik batisah has such a handsome and suave good friend in the show Shooting Stars...although his friend looked like a lost ang moh looking dude who grabs this chance jz to appear on tv and get more offers thereafter..or or! A misplaced new actor who comes to Singapore to look for acting cum modelling opportunities but if it doesnt happen..at least he can grab the sarong of some party gal. Someone pls tell me im a meanie.. aniwae..my whole point is to talk about what happened last saturday. Gosh, I almost forgot. There is so much to write..so little time..argh! or I'm just plain lazy..argh! SO where do i start? hrm..so when i came to city hall i expected to see a bunch of them waiting for me alreadi since u see..i'm never the earlie bird sort of person..heh. Aniwae, there was angie and azam waiting and azam wearing a cool looking black shirt! wooh! gosh..to the gals ( u know who u are!) who tot he didnt look nice in it, gosh..........should come to my guy fahionwear appre...

i watched white chicks on vcd after 12 midnite earlie this morning and I would say..not bad..not bad. It's like a chick flick..except it's about two black guys pretending that they're white..coz of some kidnapping tip off. But of course..in the end, they received clues from the girls whom they hang out with...that the mastermind behind the appending kidnap could be their rivals' father instead. but it's reallie a sweet movie..like how these gals stuck together when being confronted by the rival sisters and when one of them always get the brush off from the popular guy. And of course..these guys reallie know how to give the rival sisters the taste of their medicine except in the last gig when they had to wear the swan costumes..ala bjork...coz of the sisters' mischief of putting that uglie costumes as part of the model wear..Thinking that they had finallie won against the supposed wilson sisters...incurred the wrath of the girl pals right infront of the hundreds ...

hey have you heard about the single 'you're beautiful' by james blunt? that song's practically about a guy singing and playing his guitar about this girl he saw at the subway..with another man..but she's too beautfiul for him that it's virtually impossible that they'll be together?! Oh my GAwDddd....!! Can you imagine how many guys out there have the same feeling towards me in the NEL (north-east line) train? I totally underestimated myself.... aniwae...am looking fwd to meeting up with my friends later on and thinking that my life will be 'happening' later, hee....I am currently lazying...around. I guess i explored my new internet banking which I had just set up yesterday..and paying my bills.....emailing to a buyer...watching the almighty GRANSAZERs! Totally didn't understand who is who...coz japanese people all look the same...bwahahaa.. let's see now. yesterday was payday...(woohoo!..) and of coz..usually around this time my mum would ask...

*singing*......'first thing in the morning..when u jz arose..ur eyes still closed..you're getting up..! you're feeling down...' *stops singing* WAH! first thing in the morning never get to sleep well...abruptly interrupted by my MUM who asked me many many many times.......if he should go to the appt to the student health center. then how come the lines are so darn busie...and we onlie wanted to enquire if he should still go to the center as he already had follow-up at a KKH, a childrens' hospital. I told my mum...that all the schoolchildren..from all over singapore goes there..so a bz line is something expected. then ask me again...whether he should go or not. Then, i say if alreadi had follow up then no need to go lah..jz inform them later. After that..she says they'll send reminders to the school if they don't go. Then, i was like okay fine.....we'll go then and we'll inform them on the spot. Then my mum said that he is alreadi going kkh and taking...

u know what... i feel like writing but have a topic so totally not related to this...but in case u jz wanna see some pics..u can actuallie go over to my multiply account!..I posted some pics on my frens bdae recently..tot u wanna drop by and see.. http://rahayupopz.multiply.com yupz..i'm a loner there..haha..but i enjoy some privacy even though people dont darn read my bloG..haha..okay okay! soi 'm reallie a loner by no choice. here's some fotos of me and my family and my friend on separate occasions when we were out shopping/dining....and figures why now i'm 0.2 kg heavier..GAH! this is me and my fren who just celebrated her bdae..apparently on that day. we ate at breeks at harbourfront. Damn filling sey.. my mum and my brother after i forced them to pose after having hearty meal at banquet. my brother was having a tummy ache from carrying the foldable chair from ikea just now..haha. see lah, act 'gung ho' again. thats me explaining to my mum why i wore black b...

i am sick...sick sick sick....it's amazing how i can live through the day at werk...fina'llie doing something about the long overdue project which I, yes I..had the 'fortune' to start the ball rolling coz apparently, I am the assistant wits leader. The actuallie wits leader had quit way before she started her post...and i guess she tot that this would be a perfect opportunity to quit she had no other way to run after trying like two three years to run away from the responsibility. Well.......GOOD FOR HER! So now...leaving me with the gawd damn task of trying to convince the people in my team that somewhere in between their brain cavities....are some ideas. Ideas that may or may not sound good or easy enough to implement but will fill up space on the paper. Yes..this is what u get when you put someone who is full of crap in charge of such project. You get er..full of crap! Crap that is going to be read by the facilitator..crap that is gonna be read by the overall in char...

right... that previous blog entry was kinda delusional...bwahahaa...! but i loved it. and if the real rory cochraine..the guy who played that character of tim speedle..were to chance upon my bloG and found out my homage to his dead character..he's gonna flip! like..'hello? i am NOT dead yet..thank U very much!' anyway..i can't wait for the second episode..for the third season..and i already know who dunnit..k..i got some insider sources. Someone who bothers to write about the whole lengthy episode like it's some god-damned history essay..and believe it or not, I DID NOT SNOOZE when i read the whole thing...this coming from someone who falls asleep at the mere turn of a few pages in a picture book. so how was my week? T-E-R-R-i-B-L-e...i don't know much about religion but i do know that if someone says something to you...don't look crappy, k? don't look like as if we don't exist that whateva words that come out from our mouth are mere irritating buzzi...

Dear Readers... This is a memorial tribute to the late Tim Speedle who was killed during a police investigation at a jewellery shop which ended with a shootout. Throughout his career as a crime scene investigator, he has solved a lot of crimes with his ability to spot even the tiniest details that are crucial in the investigation in more ways than one. Ever the one who was sceptical of the suspects and their testimonial and would be the most frustrated when they were let off the hook. With his background in chemistry, he was able to identify the trace elements found at the crime scene like the sap of a plant, drug traces and many other things. These provided vital clues that would eventually nab the culprit. Ever maintaining his cool demeanour, he attracted a few women during investigations but never once gave in to their requests. Though there was one brief moment he was busy snapping photos of a posing prostitute instead of the crime scene...but that's another story. Aniwae, he i...

whenever i read articles or watch television programmes on the plight of people who led a comfortable all this while, onlie to have their protective bubble burst by a sudden change of fate. Then all this time, when they had been earning a lot of money..more than an average worker..for holding quite a high post, onlie to start right from the bottom and doing odd jobs every now and then. like though my family rite now is facing an opposite situation where our savings are not that much to stretch for a few years..let alone for the next six months, things are starting to look up a bit now. but just like a molehill...after some time, it will be levelled...(er...quite bad at translating malay idioms, lah). aniwae, my point is....u often heard the sad plight of a substantial number of singaporeans....who are barely surviving on a mere salary from doing some odd jobs or receiving token money from the govt or charities, which are neither that much too because they have to be fair to other famil...