"Living Each Single Day"

I want a new camera. A digital camera. The one that I used to have up to 3 but had either been given away or sold for a measly 10 bucks. Well, I need to put food on my table babes. I also sold my 200 over dollars film camera for...get this...5 bucks...just so that I could travel to work the next morning. By the way, I didn't put a price tag on them but the people at the counter which I wouldn't name what place is that *cough* Cash Converter *cough*....quote the price and they wouldn't budge from that measly amount. But whatever it is, that is my life story and though Im not that much better from this dark period of my life, I will never forget it.

I know yesterday I was ranting quite badly coz I was damn upset over how pathetic my performance bonus amount is. Though it's constantly in my mind over how my world has crashed and also how heartbreaking it was for me, Im moving on and picking up the broken pieces. it's a direct hit over how my mistakes that I've made last year coz of new job responsibilities have taken a toll on my performance. I don't know how to face my colleagues tomorrow who are probably brimming with joy and happiness after complaining for months on how overworked they are. Anyway, I've got to face up to reality. At the very least, it's not as if I got zilch which I think I might be closely getting if somehow they didn't pull up my grades. Whatever amount I receive will go straight into my savings purse though it's a far cry from the amount which I had anticipated for. There's room for improvement I guess. Now that I know what are my mistakes based on last year's blu...

Sigh, my worst nightmare has come true in regards to the long anticipated performance bonus. I didn't get what I expected. Infact, what I got was not even enough to cover my ass like telling me that they're giving me a puny 2 dollars just to run off far far away. This is so sick. Already I complain here many times how I've not been given a meatier role to play in this workplace and seeing the puny amount, Im better off not being given any form of consolation money at all and just get the frak out of the stupid workplace currently being dominated by paranoid people who can't cut me some slack in terms of my job performance. I have never been given this pathetic amount my whole working life even when back then, I started off with a very small salary. This is an absolute outrage. My other colleague was raving about how much she gets though she didn't disclose it when she was previously constantly rattling off how my boss was ill treating her by giving her so much wo...

Sorry I haven't been writing. Well, I think the last thing you want to do is read another depressing blog post abt me constantly whining about how life can be so unfair sometimes. Anyway, I promise to write frequently and not let twitter take over my social media..haha. Oh btw, if you want to check out what I have been up to, follow me on twitter. It's a much quicker update on my life if I seem to be absent from the blogosphere.

Wow, Im really making use of the four days of extended public holidays slacking away instead of taking it in stride by making full use of them. I think I need a life coach. But I guess I'll do fine later with some last minute cleaning up at night coz it's just so freaking hot outside right now that Im practically better off with a fan blowing at my face than facing the dust and mess in my room. Anyway, apart from enjoying the extended hols, I am also making other improvements in my life like trying to get into a fixed beauty regime though there are lapses in between.

Well, this month has been pretty okay so far but for all I know, some God forsaken crisis will turn up and make things worse but hey, that's just life in general I suppose. Important thing is to lift your head up high and tell yourself that everything will be over. Unless of course it's something good, then please prolong it somehow. Anyway, I actually wrote a post already earlier in the week but I found it rather draggy coz I was just being my long winded self. Earlier in the week, I had just lost my elder aunt who had helped to pay for my dad's funeral expenses.

I am back to work after two days on sick leaves and though I did nothing but just rot laze around at home, Im still happy that I dont have to answer calls and attend to pesky students. Okay fine, I think most calls are just innocent ones and some students are well..just as innocent and pretty cute sometimes, but I can't help but think that others are just so plainly weird. It gives new meaning to my brand of weirdness. But I cant complain too much coz this job pays off my bills and help to occupy my time coz I can only do so much rotting..ha! Anyway I was suffering from a mild case of flu but oh my gosh, this flu though mild, wasn't doing much justice to my physical well being coz I felt rather weak. I usually wouldn't even flinch when I make myself walk the 10 to 15 minutes of journey to the bus stop though I can just jolly well take the train. But last Tuesday, even the thought of having to walk is enough to deplete whatever strength I had. It was rather torturous late...