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New Crush AleRt!

Rahayu got a new crush!!! Hehehe...and he seems to be A Okay for me. Here's why...

1)I like his calm voice when he speaks patiently to the patients' parents.


2)He's kinda cute..okay okay..very cute.


3)Due to the nature of his job, he wears the clean cut work shirt that I simply loves whenever guys wear it (but it still depends on THE guy..)


4)He has nice clean cut hair.


5)He is clean shaven. (no stray hairs!)


6)This guy got a respectable and well paying job (hopefully..) since he is working as an optometrist based at some research centre where his office is based. Furthermore, we have to work together coz after he checks the patients at the clinic during his attachment and my attachment, they will be sent to my room for some counselling. However, sighz..we have not spoken to each other except for that last bit last Tuesday..(more on that later!). OH! Did I mention the close proximity of our office buildings..heh heh..


7)I didn't know about it until my colleague told me that he drives a red car. Forget about the glaring colour..the point is, HE drives a car! I know i told myself not to go gaga over guys who drive, coz ultimately...it's the person who matters and not the car. But..what I am more concerned about is that he drives! Haha..silly i know..but i like guys who drive.


8) His car...which I have been trying to look out for outside the polyclinic..has finally been seen by yours truly! Right after the fire drill, he went straight to his car which is uhm..right infront of us actually. I was trying hard not to look at what model it is, but if I wasn't wrong, that last thursday, I saw the exact look of the car plus the colour making a turn towards the main road when I was in the bus after leaving the poly. It is a ...MAZDA!!!!! I Love MAZDA!!! I mean, it may not be him..but who cares for now..coz right now, I just want to gloat over the fact it could be a MAZDA! (now where is my philosophy of not being attracted to guys who drive cars)


9)He is actually rather friendly..though shy coz we haven't spoken except for a teeny bit over work matters. But I guess that last fire drill which caught us by surprise (k..so i was actually prepared for it) made him open up a little bit to me. First when we were in the queue behind the label 'Myopia'..i know..tacky...he said to me casually that I should be standing infront of the line coz I wear spectacles and I can represent Myopia. What the hell! I tried to say that no way am I gonna represent Myopia! Coz I sounded like some kid on a high with my screechy voice coz that was like..MeaN of him! I know that he meant it as a joke but I think he was thinking that it was a bad opening line for a conversation. K it was but I didnt mind it lah..heh..Then I was talking to the receptionist whom I usually talk to saying that hey..the fire drill at this poly even with the patients...the time taken is definitely shorter than the one held at my workplace. The people at my workplace, during the fire drill like this, they'd be walking as if they were going for a leisurely walk.


Guess he heard me talking but only to the receptionist but surprisingly, he looked at me and asked me casually do you want to go on a date. YEAH RIGHT..Eh, I meant..he asked me if my workplace (he knows where..my board collaborated with his research centre which brings about the specialised eye clinic) holds the fire drill assemble at the carpark. I say yes and he says which carpark..and i was thinking how the heck I describe wher the carpark is..but only can manage..err..infront of the building. Oh, then he said that same for his centre..it will be at the carpark too. Actually, our carpark is not the carpark he was referring to but hee..me was shy to talk to him la. Eh, but i kinda noticed that he was as if studying my face while talking maybe coz he has not seen me so up close before. I know..me..prettier up close..bwahahahaha!! But I thought he would continue the conversation or something but he stopped right there and he talked to the receptionist instead after that. Sighz..was he shy with me? I know Im pretty but..hahahaahah...!!


10)Oh, did I mention that he is Chinese? You know how I am with Chinese guys..I..jz..want..to make them my boyfriend! hahah..my dumb obssession with Chinse guys. Okay, even we dont get to be a couple which can be OH SO SNIFFY...at least I dont mind having him as a friend who gives me a ride back home from office or from anywhere..hahah..too much! too much Rahayu!


11) Yah, I like his built too. Though he is not quite slim, he has pretty broad upper body and shoulders, which I like in a guy too..hehe..Oh, as if I am slim too! he is not on the fat side too lah but maybe he's pretty..okay I shant mention this now but later. It's a suprise! Anyway, I did my calculations already..haha..That time when I got to stand beside him during the fire drill asssembly, I thought I would look bigger than him like how I am with most average guys I suppose..haiz..I realised that eh, physically, we would look kinda perfect for each other. I don' t feel like Im bigger than him but around the same size.


12)And here's the surprise..he..is..SHORT!!! OH MY GAWD!! Is he God sent or something?! I like guys who are a bit on the short side! I didnt say earlier that besides trying to study my face that day when he spoke to me casually for a bit, he was also looking up a bit..haha..Yes, me..slightly taller than him. haiz..and i like looking at his face too sans specs unlike..me who wear one..and he does have a nice youthful complexion given that he is 28. Oh, about his age, I kinda did my own calculation when I briefly searched for his IC number on the paper held by the receptionist for the fire drill reporting. 1978..hrm...so he is still in his twenties. And I thought he was in his early thirties..hahaha..shall make sure he doesn't know about this if we ever get to be friends. Haiyah..who cares..as long as he is older than me. I was MORE worried that he is younger than me. I dont quite fancy going out..I mean..knowing a guy and then hanging out with him if he is younger than me. k that sounds kinda biased..but hey..it's an ego thing lah..hehe



Man, I cant wait for my next coverage duty at the clinic whenever my colleague stationed there is down. When I am looking at the computer and his name is on it if he is around that day, I'll be sighing..and re-reading his name and staring at it as well. Actually I thought that he might be married or something like a few of his female colleagues who are on attachment like him too as and when. But my colleague who has been attached there before says that as far as she knows..she doesnt think that he is. Oh, and she thinks he is cute too! It was then that I opened up sayin..YAH I KNOW! He's cute!


She also shared an interesting fact tat one time, he happened to listen to her playing a hip hop cd and said eh..nice..you listen to hip hop? Then, after that he showed her his music collection which comprised of rock songs...heavy metal songs..like..WOW...I like! Gawd..can he stop making me tick my long 'The kind of guy I want to date' list?


Cant reveal his name now..but I have to tell you this. My alter ego married a guy of the same first name as his! Is this what they call...fated? hahahaha..!! *blush* *blush*

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